[	Current Mood	|	grateful	]
[	Current Music	|	Something Corporate-Globes and Maps	]

Okay...so much crap is going on. On Friday night I went over Craig's house. I was the only one there so we just hung out in his room and we watched Club Dread, The Lion King, and Family Guy. It was fun...but it led to me getting broken up with. I don't really care that much at all cause Fermino's a dick. What happend was I cuddled with Craig. We didn't do anything we basically just cuddled and Fermino freaked out and dumped me. I mean shoot me I'm a whore for cuddling with one of my best friends.  It's so fucking stupid. I dont give a fuck though it makes me laugh. It's just made me realise something even more...but I wont get into that. But anyways theres all kinds of rumors going around that i made out with him and that i was like going out with him at the same time i was going out with fermino. You know just stupid fucking shit like that. Oh and another thing when I was going out with Fermino all he did was shit talk his ex girlfriend Kylee. He always talked about how much of a cunt she is and how much he hates her and all of a sudden hes running right back to her. Like he walks her to class and stuff...I think its fucking hilarious how two-faced he is. He said that he loved me...which i didnt really believe in the first place...but then hes with her all smiling the next day. I think it was just a quick excuse to get out of the relationship and make me look like the bitch. Another thing is before this situation he gave me the "id never dump you even if you cheated on me cuz i love you so much speech" haha. BULLLSHITTT lol. Its like I wont dump you for cheating BUT i'll sure as hell dump you for cuddling you slut! haha.  Then he has the nerve to call the next day and try bitching me out for talking to someone about it. Before he dumped me he told me that if we stayed together I'd have to chose between him and Craig. To tell you the truth i'd fucking pick Craig over that asshole hands down any day. Him breaking up with me was like a huge burden lifted off of me. Ands its causing me to face a feeling that i've had but tried to forget about over and over. Sooo what i probably should be saying is THANK YOU MR. BRYAN ANDREW FERMINO !!! Lifes so much fucking better without you! : ) Oh and Craig's a much better cuddler than you...and hes nicer and cooler times infinity!!!kthnxbye.

<3 Candice

[	Current Mood	|	annoyed	]
[	Current Music	|	Alexisonfire	]

Last night I went out and got my hair cut...It's pretty jive...i suppose. It's pretty darn short but I think I can do a lot of cute things with it. After I got my hair cut I went to Marins house. When I got there we decided we didn't want to stay in so....we called Mike. Mike came and got us and we got Fermino and went on a double date thinger. We went to Friendly's and got ice cream. It didn't make me feel too good about myself. I didn't want ice cream but the lady misunderstood me and brought me one. I was gonna just have a few bites of Ferminos to please him. After that we were driving Fermino home but I suggested going to see Craig instead....cuz well, Craig is the shit. So I called him up and we went there for a little while. But then I ended up getting pissed off at Fermino cuz he was laughing at women jokes that Craig was cracking...grrr....I hate women jokes. So then we left Craigs...and brought Fermino home. After Mike dropped off me and Marin at her house and I spent the night there. It was fun...I'm quite tired now though. Today is my mommys birthday : ). Yep...well thats basically all i have to say for now.

<3 Candice

[	Current Mood	|	crappy	]
[	Current Music	|	A Static Lullaby	]

Ok...well yesterday was good, I went over Karlee's house. Buffy was excited to see me and pissed all over the place. Me and Karks hung out and watched TV, and made cookies. Then I made a mix, and we went for a walk. When we got back from the walk we decorated mixes with pretty stickers. I had fun...It took my mind off all of the shitty things for a while, and I actually laughed a few times. It felt good. Today was just another shitty day....and well theres nothing really to say about it. I believe I am going to a concert with a very good friend soon...I'm excited about that. Well...heres the list of songs on the mix i made...

1. Timberwolves At New Jersey-Taking Back Sunday
2. Solving Nothing-Twitch 27
3. Part Of Your World-The Little Mermaid
4. Hanging By A Moment-Lifehouse
5. Sandpaper And Silk-Hawthorne Heights
6. Juneau-Funeral For A Friend
7. Friday I'm In Love-The Cure
8. The Ponytail Parades-Emery
9. Wish For A Song-The Drive
10. Choke On This-Senses Fail
11. Bleed-Further Seems Forever
12. Hold My Heart-Letter Kills  
13.  Reinventing Your Exit-Underoath
14. The Shooting Star That Destroyed Us All-A Static Lullaby
15. From First To Last-Secrets Don't Make Friends
16. I Caught Fire-The Used
17. Ballad For The Lost Romantics-New Found Glory
18. Walk Away-Dropkick Murphys
19. Somewhere On Fullerton-Allister
20. I Won't Spend Another Night Alone-The Ataris
21. The Drama Summer-The Starting Line
22. View From Heaven-Yellowcard

[	Current Mood	|	depressed	]
[	Current Music	|	who cares...	]

I'm sick of crying.
I'm sick of being depressed.
I'm sick of plymouth.
I'm sick of being envious.
I'm sick of plymouth guys.
I'm sick of lying bitches.
I'm sick of missing people.
I'm sick of feeling alone.
I'm sick of everything...

I need to get out of here...

-Candice-

[	Current Mood	|	content	]
[	Current Music	|	MCR-Demolition Lovers	]

hehehe! I love these girls!